Saturday, October 11, 2008
My Recovery Update
I have a need to discuss my recovery so far. I have been sober since September 22, 2008. It has been both tough and easy at the same time. Daily its a struggle but I can't believe it has been over 20 days. Even though I haven't "acted" out my addiction, perversion still consumes my thoughts. It's a conscience decision to not turn my head or to keep my eyes north. What's tough about lust addiction is that our society is addicted to lust and so there are "triggers" everywhere. TV, commercials, magazines, websites, etc. Sex sells and it's everywhere selling everything. My prayer is the longer I keep from purposely looking at porn and drinking in those images, the cleaner my thoughts will become. Those of you reading this, please say a prayer for me because I pray everyday that people living in bondage and people affected by lust addiction will find peace in God and ultimately deliverance from their addiction and hurt.
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