Been a while

I know it has been a while and realize that any readers I did have probably left months ago. I am not doing this to gain a mass following. I am doing this in hopes that someone out there is going down the same road I am and can relate to my story and find some hope from the constant storm they are living in. It is my prayer that someone will stumble upon this blog and find a God that loves and forgives despite the path they have taken.

For me the last six months have been up and down. But unlike the before instead of taking a step forward and two steps back I have taking several steps forward with only a few set backs and these step backs have been all mental. It seems instead of fighting a porn addiction, I am fighting my attitude. I tend let myself get lazy and let my flesh take over. Lazy in my walk with God, lazy in my family life, lazy in my finances.

On a side note, my wife and I made some strides in our sex life and more specifically our thoughts while having sex. Question for anyone, is there some things I can say/do to let my wife know that I love her and that she is enough for me and I don't want to be with another woman? I try to tell her that my addiction had nothing to do with her but her trust is something I am short on. Even though things are better, I struggle with ways to let her know that she is all I need.

May God bless you as you bless Him with your life!